haha!

Yesterday evening was like a normal routine for me..had some time alone with luke..feeding n playing with him as usual..while waiting for colin to be back to take over...

Suddenly there's this baby bug flew in from da window..I saw it..tot it was some kind of bee..but it wasnt...initially I go "ahhh aHHH...ka ka..!!" so I caught Luke's attention..he came into the kitchen with that so brave face...haha n ask me 'where?' I pointed to it n he wanted to catch it, u koe...so innocent...then I pulled his hands away n told him it's a bug..'it might bite u' altho it wont i koe..just din wan him to touch it.

He said something to da bug...it made me so surprised n wanna laugh..
"ka ka, go home!" he's so cute..he actually telling the bug to go back to its home. Of course the bug dunno how to listen to english la, moreover baby english..haha..it just flew to another corner n camped at there until colin came back n guided it out to the window.

Later on..luke requested Colin to on cs for him to play..then it happened that colin joined this starhub server which only had a guy inside to play luke..kinda cool leh this guy cos he koes he's entertaining a 2 yr old boy..n he just let luke shoot..until colin asked how old was he n we got to koe he's only 18! So they just continued with luke playing..luke has learnt to throw HE..cool man!!

Wad's the best part was..colin suddenly went toilet n I took over da chat..n guiding luke getting bullets for him. N I decided to put luke to bed cos quite late already turning 12 am..so I gave da boy my msn to keep contact so next time he could play together with luke since he's so nice to entertain luke...but guess wad..the moment my email was typed out..he typed, "Rebecca?"
Wahhhh..i was shocked lor..who issit...must be someone I koe...he gave me a hint but i din guess correctly..eventually I got to koe..it's jeeyon!! Ah pearl's fren..!! But we knew him as well..cos we met before.. chatted online..even cs together before...wad a coincidence..!

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Still feeling sweet..just put luke to bed...he actually said "Good nite, mummy" exactly these words..and gave me a kiss on my cheeks...really melted me..suddenly felt that all the 'tiredness', 'mafaness' all gone.

Quite sometime when I last blog..past wks have been rather happening. Sentosa trip with pri sch frens and the recent genting trip. Sentosa...having Luke ard going to sentosa makes me -_- cos alot of mafan ma..but eh..it turned out to be really fun for me and him!! Seeing him enjoying playing the sand and water, kicking football with da uncles...really makes me very happy!! It's like those "wah..luke grown up le...can be independent without mummy pei`ing" Definitely looking forward to bring him to sentosa again..including under water world!!

Genting...begining of day 1 is screwed up...uncle ron car broke down. Just only another hr..we'll reach genting le..but the car cannot tahan climbing up..it's overheated..probably it's thirsty or needed some rest like us..i dunno..but while waiting for the man to repair..something for the first time happened on me.....darn..my pants were stained..cos we all were sitting in the car for bout few hrs tru the journey..n i got this stupid habit of shifting my butt left n right..or put my legs up n down until im comfortable with a certain position..and i neglected the pad..it went off side n as expected..da blood flow backwards n stained my pants lar...will be quite 'shy' if I were 2-3 yrs younger then..but I just argh!! n told them kena liao..needa go toilet change..

Finally reached genting..uncle ron hired cab to go up to genting..bo pian his 'wife' refuses to be treated n cant climb up the mountain..so too bad lor...by then was bout dinner time already so after checking in to da hotel rooms..we immeditately headed for dinner...hmmm..to mushroom farm..kinda excited actually cos nv been to genting's mush farm before...the excitement slowly cease when i reached there...woo hoo it's so very cold..im wearing a jacket but it's not enough..even took pearl's to wear...but they say not cold leh...then slowly realised that my resistance had fell...fever took place at night lor..with the stupid nose throat infection..cos i cant stand the air there..very yandy n polluted. The food was nice..but I din eat much..no appetite after a shity day...

2nd day at genting..woke up late morning..bout 11..cos luke din slept well cos of the noise outside the corridor..got some kids..running about in da middle of night bout 2 am..talking n shouting loudly..made so xin tong cos luke cried so loudly like he's been shocked by dunno wad..then i went to open the door n asked them to lower down cos baby's sleeping. Brought luke to few of da rides..he's aiming for the indoor train ride..but it's too jerky for him..shake too much so he can see but cannot sit..haha..shopped abit with ah pearl after that..then luke goes cranky again cos it's near nap time...so I brought him back to hotel n zz with him until dinner time...terrible hor go holiday n sleep n sleep..not feeling well ma wad to do...da mood wasnt there with me at that time..

3rd day..looking forward back to sg...miss sg...crap right me..only 3 days cant take it liao..haha definitely there's more to missing sg!! ;)

Conclusion..genting is definitely better than da last time i went..basically they almost have all da entertainment stuffs n shopping to do there..but anywhere u go..as long with ur love ones..it'll definitely be a fun and enjoyable trip, ya!!

ah luke ah...

Luke's fever had gone away..but the asthma part took over. He is coughing badly still, not eating well...feeling fatigue all the time, lying on his sofa, refuses to take medi nor puffs at times. He didnt sleep at all last night and he cant breathe well cos of blocked nose. Gave him antihistamines to clear the nose, but it seems that it's not working well enough this time. He's making me very very worried.

But logics tells me he'll be fine n Yes he will..it's a matter of time when the body builds up it's resistance again. Naturally I guess as a mummy, will start to worry and so on when seeing her own baby suffering n cant do much but to wait the medi n so on take effects.

"luke ah...please be a good boy and take the medi that doc has given u...it'll take away ur cough..dun so stubborn can or not..n ask u drink water always tell me no! no! everything also dun wan then how to cure the cough...wad can mummy do to speed up to make u feel better again!"

Being deprived of sleep is nothing compared to the importance of our children's health and well being. Im sure most parents have survived going tru quite alot the hard way too and share the same sentiments as me ba =)

someone special

<--- someone...
someone to put you to bed every night, be the first person you see every morning when you open your eyes, be the one to make you smile when you are sad, be the one to bring you an umbrella when you are trap in a bad weather, be the one to bring you your medicine and care for you when you are sick, be the one to bring whatever food that you crave, be the one to accompany u to the market on a sunday morning, be your assistant chef in the kitchen, be the one to give you pleasure in the bedroom, be the one by your side in the labor room holding your hands giving you encouragement and listen to the first cry of our love, be the one to educate and discipline our kids, be the one to hold and kiss you, be the one with you to do the things that you wished to when you were young, be the one to hold your hands and stroll down by the beach when we are old and grey...

---> someone...
Someone for me to kiss goodnight, scratch ur back until u sleep, cover u with blanket to keep u warm and cosy in da middle of the night, talk to you when u're feeling down, go to da beach with u to enjoy the sound of the waves, looking at the clouds and the big blue blue sky, pei you go see doctor when you are sick, ask you to always drink more plain water, looking after our kids, waiting excitedly for you to come back from work, cook dinners for you, bringing our kids out together and have fun and so many so many for as long as we both live......

there are so many things to be done with someone you love..

stones

Stones...so many so many..............waves are lost...but stones remained............so many so many......