Over 3...6 to come...

First trimester is over!! I had a terrible time adjusting my body the last 2 wks. My gastric got so bad till I went NUH for a drip. But to reward myself today, (finally after so long) Luke was babysit by mummy =) . His initial reaction was he wanted me to follow him despite me telling they'll bring him to buy toys n after I'll meet them. But guess wad..when he met mum, after saying bye to me he din even look back. I see their backs as they went up the escalator dunno to be happy or sad just felt a tiny pinch in my heart but I really hope he'll be safe n happy today. And I met pearl at MS to watch the leap yrs.

Truout the movie, I checked my phone again n again if mum called. But she didnt, instead I called her right after the movie. And to my surprise, Luke's enjoying himself n he didnt ask for me...sob all because of da toys they bought to bribe him....so realistic huh chao Ah Luke!! I was so eager to see him after da movie but in the end, I ended up having dinner at suntec n then home to wait Luke to be send back.

The moment when I see Luke, I could tell he misses home but he enjoyed his day as well. He kept telling me "abit guo fen hor mummy" I told him not 'abit' is "guo fen lor". Becos...he bought 3 big bags of toys. Kinda ridiculous how they spoil him, basically from wad I heard he was brought to Taka toy store n wadever he pointed they bought him n dats Heat 1 only n Heat 2 was held at IMM. I dunno wad to say..but he's really happy smiling all da way n couldnt wait to tell me wad toy was wad n bought from where. Suddenly I feel as tho I miss him so much n he's grown up he could be really independent not the mummy this mummy that little boy.

It's bout 1230am right now n he's still watching Transformer movie havent really calm down yet from all the excitement he had in the day. Im starting to feel hungry n just tot of that look on Pearl's face halfway the movie, she took out her inhaler to puff. The movie's really nice, I feel touched n I tot Pearl's emotion got over her till her asthma took over but chey it's becos she drank too much cold water haha...

It's always nice once in a long while to take a break from something or da usual routine, u'll feel fresh again......Love still beautiful, isn't it? :p

wah wah weeeeee

Still in quite abit of da wah wah weeeeee mood, went for my second appt today. After the normal scanning n measuring of baby, doc actually suggest to try see the gender which got me so excited. He did emphasize the result would be 60% accurate n we didnt see any 'banana' sticking out between da legs that's how they tell if its a boy or girl in the later months when the baby gets bigger. Baby now is only 4.7 cm, so tiny..even have banana there might be a possibility to miss out but today quite clear hehe so far supposingly its a girl!!! Luke is trying very hard to voice out to doc telling him he wants a bro!! How come no banana...haha..

My blood pressure taken today is lower than normal n also I lost a kg..I think its common in the first trimester with the darn morning sickness, the weird avoiding certain food behaviour n the crazy cravings for junk. Quite worried at first if I keep on eating in this improperly manner but Im determine when I get my appetite back, I'll eat well to pay back wadever lost in the first 3 months. Fortunately baby wont get affected much even I dun feel well...its growing at a steady n healthy rate. It was 0.4cm at the first appt. n now 4.7..10 times more all within a month...

Went to watch Waterhorse with pearl n martin in da evening, Luke cried twice for the whole show. Sometimes I dunno wad his little brain thinking, whenever he sees a temporary 'separating or parting' scene he'll just start to go teary n I have to keep explaining why it happened n pretend to be positive n tell him not to worry they'll meet again bla bla bla...nearly towards the end of the show I got teary also just cant bear to see the male lead already so old telling ppl the story. Bit like that old woman in titanic makes my heart ache...its like u lived until so old liao then u have memories n many life experiences to tell but sometimes they are happy ones sometimes they are sad ones but usually they are a mixture of both which makes the heart gets fonder n aches. Wad's more they will emphasize wad they said is base on true story...

Gonna turn in soon...start to have bit of gastric again...hope the pain subside soon n Luke to have a peaceful sleep tonight^^

Sunshine after the rain..

Puked today..first time for 9 wks pregnancy n twice somemore..still not as bad as expecting Luke. I dun hope for more to come, its feels horrible especially in the public or in the middle of a bumpy ride. Went out almost the whole day, really felt very tired but it seems like my body got stronger also after being slave to gastric for almost a wk.

Got breast feeding stuffs from Taka's baby fair today. Nowadays even baby stuffs they like to sell in packages but its really cheaper n more attractive this way..plus sometimes got freebies to go along with. Didnt get to slowly see wad I want cos as usual Luke will nag n nag along the way but today he actually ask to buy a baby toy which I reluctantly got him in the end. Supposingly he said is for baby in the end he did a 'test' on the toy for baby first. I hope I can breastfeed successfully this time, there are many benefits for mother n baby but need to put in effort..daily affair somemore...

Gonna catch some 'bull fighting' before I go to bed...got so addicted with the show...he's so cute =p