With the right feelings and the presence of love, naturally there'll be effort.......
Over 3...6 to come...
First trimester is over!! I had a terrible time adjusting my body the last 2 wks. My gastric got so bad till I went NUH for a drip. But to reward myself today, (finally after so long) Luke was babysit by mummy =) . His initial reaction was he wanted me to follow him despite me telling they'll bring him to buy toys n after I'll meet them. But guess wad..when he met mum, after saying bye to me he din even look back. I see their backs as they went up the escalator dunno to be happy or sad just felt a tiny pinch in my heart but I really hope he'll be safe n happy today. And I met pearl at MS to watch the leap yrs.Truout the movie, I checked my phone again n again if mum called. But she didnt, instead I called her right after the movie. And to my surprise, Luke's enjoying himself n he didnt ask for me...sob all because of da toys they bought to bribe him....so realistic huh chao Ah Luke!! I was so eager to see him after da movie but in the end, I ended up having dinner at suntec n then home to wait Luke to be send back. The moment when I see Luke, I could tell he misses home but he enjoyed his day as well. He kept telling me "abit guo fen hor mummy" I told him not 'abit' is "guo fen lor". Becos...he bought 3 big bags of toys. Kinda ridiculous how they spoil him, basically from wad I heard he was brought to Taka toy store n wadever he pointed they bought him n dats Heat 1 only n Heat 2 was held at IMM. I dunno wad to say..but he's really happy smiling all da way n couldnt wait to tell me wad toy was wad n bought from where. Suddenly I feel as tho I miss him so much n he's grown up he could be really independent not the mummy this mummy that little boy. It's bout 1230am right now n he's still watching Transformer movie havent really calm down yet from all the excitement he had in the day. Im starting to feel hungry n just tot of that look on Pearl's face halfway the movie, she took out her inhaler to puff. The movie's really nice, I feel touched n I tot Pearl's emotion got over her till her asthma took over but chey it's becos she drank too much cold water haha...It's always nice once in a long while to take a break from something or da usual routine, u'll feel fresh again......Love still beautiful, isn't it? :p