hug hugs huggies~

A Hug!! Whether it's for a brief moment or long..both surely feels good or great! You could receive a message without words at least. Morning and bed time Hugs have surely become part of a routine for Luke to us, recently included the Good-Bye hug too. Being hugged by a toddler, not considering his small body is definitely comfort n affection from him. Hugging a baby to sleep makes the baby secure n comfort in mummy's arms..ooO not to mention about lover's hug! There are many types of hugs n occasions when u will hug. For me I think to snuggle in a longish hug in ur lover's arm is a luxury for both...those xing fu de gan jue~

Ya start hugging someone u love to show affection ba. It could really tell alot from this simple action.

Ok enough of hugging...having a real bad flu now..been out the whole day again. This trend started yesterday celebrating Pearl's bday n we havent recover from the lack of sleep n rest yet. That pig surely koes how to sleep, mummy rang her bout 7pm n she's still having her beauty sleep. Hope she's happy ya...yesterday spending her bday with us.

Hungry now..feel like having wakame udon which is like impossible..so late now n the fridge empty..second choice is the river valley fish porridge quite sometime nv have it at night time le. Miss those fish porridge days n VCD watching tho keep lacking of sleep but definitely =D!

Distorted thoughts

What is Love exactly? Is there any correct way to show or do it? Perhaps giving u everything he has is one..or being jealous over the slightest thing is another? How to gauge? Feelings? Sometimes would just be carried away by it n made the later on regret decision..probably it happened to me so im writing it in a negative way..n well im still confused with wad i want exactly or rather how to be truely happy n be me again.

I agree with the saying that 'once something had happened or changed, it'll nv be the same again' but i also agree that unless effort is put in, things will remain unchange. So to change or not to change..does it worth a try? Well u'll nv koe if u dun try..but wad if after trying or during the process u find that u no longer could bear the process..to give up or not? Many uncertainties from wad I wrote..yup Im feeling this right now. There is definitely a way to take away or appease these uncertainties..but it will still not be carried out. The Qns is when? Am i waiting? Still waiting or already had given up this 'hope'.

Does it mean that being with someone who u're completely comfortable with u or suits u alot means love or being with someone who u cant stand even slightest bit of habit but still hold on is love? Perhaps both LOVE can be existed. .or not. Can it be split? Or is there any similar feelings close to the same "LOVE". HABIT or LOVE?

Definitely u have to LOVE the HABIT to have that Habit then the habit makes u love? or stay? Weird just like addiction to certain stuffs. Habit can be real hard to quit. But when u koe it's a bad habit will u make the effort to step out n quit it? N wad if there's other stuffs holding u on which makes it even harder to quit? Isit to leave it to ur determination or time or factors that insist u to quit it? OR dun bother n just live with it n later on get affected as a result of this habit?

I clearly koe wad i want but am holding back. . really alot to the extend im living with it. On the long run, am not happy just temporary only yet I still chose it. Does it means I really ok with it? Or I've aquired a new 'skill' to neutralise? No..I can be hurt but i have no right to hurt U.